The Delusion of Electronic Harassment!

The Ordeal of Evelyn Waugh.

In 1957 Evelyn Waugh published a novella The Ordeal of Gilbert Pinfold, In it he details his experience of the descent into drug induced psychosis and madness which takes place whilst on-board a long boat journey to Ceylon which he takes to return to health and break an apparently long period of writer’s block.

The following is an account from Wikipedia for the sake of convenience:

Early in 1954, Waugh's doctors, concerned by his physical deterioration, advised a change of scene. On 29 January, he took a ship bound for Ceylon, hoping that he would be able to finish his novel. Within a few days, he was writing home complaining of "other passengers whispering about me" and of hearing voices, including that of his recent BBC interlocutor, Stephen Black. He left the ship in Egypt and flew on to Colombo, but, he wrote to Laura, the voices followed him.[146] Alarmed, Laura sought help from her friend, Frances Donaldson, whose husband agreed to fly out to Ceylon and bring Waugh home. In fact, Waugh made his own way back, now believing that he was being possessed by devils. A brief medical examination indicated that Waugh was suffering from bromide poisoning from his drugs regimen. When his medication was changed, the voices and the other hallucinations quickly disappeared.[147] Waugh was delighted, informing all of his friends that he had been mad: "Clean off my onion!". The experience was fictionalised a few years later, in The Ordeal of Gilbert Pinfold (1957).[148]

The story can be read here, and I can strongly recommend it. It isn’t too long and it gives a fascinating first hand account of the kind of thing those suffering from electronic harassment report and we can use this text which is composed in a methodical manner, as a valuable resource to identify the purpose and nature of these auditory hallucinations.

What is striking is the apparent intelligence behind these voices and the fact that they seem to operate from a different consciousness to that of Waugh’s own. It is therefore my belief that Waugh inadvertently, due to the use of several hypnotic and sedative drugs in combination, literally established contact with another non corporeal form of consciousness, commonly these are termed ‘demons’ due to their antagonism to human beings.

At this point in his life Evelyn Waugh had become very unhealthy and was experiencing problems sleeping and had become largely dependent on various prescribed chemicals. We are told that the character of Pinfold, as well as being prescribed some unidentified grey pills, was also taking chloral and bromide of potassium as a sedative and aid to sleep.

In order to discover more about these particular drugs. I did a rudimentary Google search and found the following from Daily Alta California dated Monday 22nd December 1884. This is period of time which significantly predates Waugh’s/Pinfold’s experiences, but gives an idea of the type of effect which may be expected from the ingestion of such drugs, particularly in combination with the unnamed grey pills. It is revealed at the end of the story that Pinfold’s/Waugh’s experiences are a result of combining the medication and not telling his doctor.

Chloral and Bromide of Potassium.
(From the London Lancet.)
Again we have to record with deep regret a sad proof that those who give or take chloral or bromide of potassium for sleeplessness are guilty of a deplorable error and do a grievous wrong. The narcotics which poison sleep also deprave the higher nerve centers, enfeeble the controlling powers of the will and leave the mind a prey to the depressing influence of a conscious loss of self respect and self-confidence. The cultured mind feels the ignominy of the intellectual and moral depreciation with great acuteness, and in the end succumbs to the sense of powerlessness to recover self-control and do right. The deprivation wrought is purely physical. The baneful influence of the lethal drug is, so to say, organic. The essential elements of the nerve tissues are blighted by the stupifying poison, as by alcohol in habitual drunkenness. In short, the recourse to chloral and bromide is precisely the same thing as recourse to alcohol. The man or woman sent to "sleep" — the mocking semblance of physiological rest — by a dose of either of these neurotizers is simply intoxicated. No wonder that habitual drunkenness of this class first impairs and then destroys the vitality of the mind organ, and places the subject of a miserable artifice at the mercy of his emotioned nature, and makes him the creature of his passions. When will the public awake to the recognition of facts with regard to these most pernicious of stupefacients? Persistence in recourse to them has no better excuse than unwillingness to search out the cause of the wakefulness which prevents natural sleep.

Pinfold’s symptoms take the form of auditory hallucinations. There are no visual hallucinations mentioned in the story and apart from his general poor health and hearing voices, Pinfold showed no other signs of mental illness. His delusions are focused around the use of various forms of technology being used to harass him and this delusion has its origins in two principal events which seem to have disturbed him somewhat prior to embarking on the sea voyage. One was what he considered a somewhat personally invasive and ill tempered radio interview he gave to the BBC at his home and the other was a strange pseudo scientific apparatus which seems to have had more in common with the occult than post-war technology.

Waugh writing about the BBC interview stated :"they tried to make a fool of me, and I don't think they entirely succeeded", while Peter Fleming of the Spectator described the interview as "the goading of a bull by matadors".

We do not know whether the strange occult box was a real element in Waugh’s experience, nevertheless he describes it in the following terms:

This Box was one of many operating in various parts of the country. It was installed, under the skeptical noses of Reginald Graves-Upton’s nephew and niece, at Upper Mewling. Mrs. Pinfold, who had been taken to see it, said it looked like a makeshift wireless-set. According to the Bruiser and other devotees The Box exercised diagnostic and therapeutic powers. Some part of a sick man or animal—a hair, a drop of blood preferably—was brought to The Box, whose guardian would then “tune in” to the “life-waves” of the patient, discern the origin of the malady and prescribe treatment.

Pinfold seems to have been receptive to the unusual ability of the magic-box to help and heal sickness but added that the device would be “An extremely dangerous device in the wrong hands,” and his weariness and credence in the possibility of such ‘technology’ having some effect is shown by his reluctance to tell his neighbor that he was ill for fear that he would use the box on him. This is a core theme of the story, and for me encapsulates the present issue within the conspiracy and truther community of supposed electronic harassment, which I believe is the error of giving an occult and spiritual phenomenon, the appearance of a technological one. 

This is kind of a sad symptom of human beings living in a world of technology they do not really understand and whose limits they have no way of measuring. If a man as astute and educated as Evelyn Waugh can have led himself to believe that his experiences on board the boat where caused by various disreputable people having access to exotic technology then it is all the more difficult for the rest of us, especially as we live in an age when such things are almost within the range of technological possibility. However, we have the example of Evelyn Waugh and his story ought to help clear up some of the misunderstandings of our present age, and it is my certain conviction that those misunderstanding and those who are promulgating them are doing a very great deal of harm. 

People such as Miles Johnson, UFO researcher also appeared on the Coast to Coast show a couple of years ago spreading more harmful delusions such as the idea that the electric power supply of a residential property can be used to mind control people and that the new energy saving light bulbs can also be used in mind control. The point is once you believe that your mind can be accessed by remote technology and you can do nothing about it then you are already under mind control. This idea IS the mind control and all of these people are perpetuating this like a deadly disease. He even claims that some people are being mind controlled by their radiators. This is a straight up schizophrenic delusion, the danger is when these ideas are presented on a national radio broadcast with a respected broadcaster like George Noory. This man is also perpetuating the myth of gray aliens as being behind this. These delusions are taken seriously and they reproduce in the minds of the listener. Miles Johnson also appears to be a friend of meddler and ruiner of many of the areas of UK activism, Belinda Mckenzie, a woman who seems to have had the strange power to ruin every activism movement she has forced her way into, and was apparently involving herself ‘in the background’ of the electronic harassment area.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bmPFMrapC8&t=13s

Basically these people are really no help to anyone trying to do serious research into the Illuminati since these people have already been sucked into Cain Consciousness and seem intent on spreading the dangerous mind-virus of the harmful delusion of electronic mind control.

It is also worth noting that the murdered British truth-seeker Max Spiers was a friend of Miles Johnson, and by extension probably Belinda McKenzie as well. I would consider therefore that the man whether knowingly or unknowingly was walking hand in hand with the security services and occult practitioners and came to grief as a result of not being more assiduous to the company he kept.

Possibly Miles Johnston is just an honest mad man and does not have any sinister connections to the security services, but I personally do not know how anyone can know Belinda McKenzie and not know she is a spook. Miles Johnston at one point skirts teasingly at self awareness with Occam's Razor only for a nanosecond and almost shaves himself loose of some nonsense when he says:

What they’re doing is saying it’s a bad bulb so they’ve been able to use that excuse, and it’s a fairly good excuse it’s a good point, it makes sense…because noone would ever consider that they would use the light bulb as a means of optically transmitting pulsed frequencies into your brain for nefarious purposes, who would ever thing of a thing like that? But the point is that’s what they’re doing.

I’m not quite sure how anyone can send mind control signals optically into someone’s brain and I don’t think Miles does.

Indeed, at one point in The Ordeal of Gilbert Pinfold, Pinfold even believes the voices are coming to him from an electric light:

Mr. Pinfold was hungry. He ordered coffee and fish and eggs and fruit. He was about to eat when, ping; the little, rose-shaded electric lamp which stood on the table before him came into action as a transmitter. The delinquent youths were awake and up on the air again, their vitality unimpaired by the excesses of the night. “Halloo-loo-loo-loo-loo. Hark-ark-ark-ark-ark,” they hallooed. “Loo in there. Fetch him out. Yoicks."

They began to give instructions for a place of meeting. “… D Deck, turn right. Got that? You’ll see some lockers. The next bulk-head. We’re waiting for you. Better come now and get it over. You’ve got to meet us some time, you know. We’ve got you, Gilbert. We’ve got you. There’s no escape. Better get it over…” Mr. Pinfold’s patience was exhausted. He must put a stop to this nonsense. Recalling some vague memories of signal procedure in the army, he drew the lamp towards him and spoke into it curtly: “Pinfold to Hooligans. Rendezvous Main Lounge 0930 hours. Out.” The lamp was not designed to be moved. His pull disconnected it in some way. The bulb went out and the voices abruptly ceased. At the same moment Glover came in to breakfast. “Hullo, something gone wrong with the light?”

Miles Johnston perhaps, is a man caught in his own ordeal, and like Gilbert Pinfold, is entirely mistaken about the source of the voices and comically fretting over light bulbs and electric lines as being a way for the voices to transmit and harass people. However Miles goes much further than Pinfold in some of his conclusions and one suspects his ordeal has lasted rather too long and the psychological damage may be irreparable at this stage since some of his conclusions seem not to have any grounding in any reality I can recognise:

They want this physical world and all its related kingdoms. Let’s make it absolutely clear, once the holographic focus of our so called holographic reality that we consider to exist…some people call it the holographic universe, if you change that focus so another form of life can physically manifest itself all forms of life which are connected to the original holographic focus will simply disappear into nothing. So this affects everything we know that is physical including all those other realms which exist in the sub-sets of that focus, some people would call it other dimensions, some people would call it the next world or whatever, all elements connected to that are at risk if this is allowed to continue…

Frankly what he is saying is not merely bad science but bad everything. Through a lack of self awareness and inability to genuinely face reality Miles has lost himself in wild chaotic seas of unreality. I honestly think Noory doesn’t really do his listenership any favours to take all this on board completely uncritically.

Much easier to say it’s the Jewish bankers working with Satan if you ask me, but perhaps that why these people are blathering on about holographic focus, grey aliens talking to you though your lightbulb, because it keeps people from thinking about fractional banking, Israel and the Freemasons.

Project Camelot, Simon Parks, all seem to be members of some kind of schizophrenic mutual support group and their delusions are wildly allowed full reign of expression much to the detriment of anyone trying to do real research.

Miles ends his interview with George Noory realizing he can pretty much say anything he likes at this point and Noory will just make an affirmative noise and wag his tail.

He could have ended the interview by saying the Moon is artificial and full of aliens, but someone else got there first with that delusion.

“,…., they are planning to LITERALLY to replace human beings as computer programmes and license those computer programmes as valid human beings.”

Riiiight....

The electronic nature of Pinfold’s harassment is first suggested to him by the things he noticed in his cabin:

The ceiling, at which Mr. Pinfold gazed, was spanned as though by a cottage beam by a white studded air-shaft and by a multiplicity of pipes and electric cable.” Along with what is described as “the continuous insect-hum of the ventilator.

Another area in this field is the so called ‘electronic voice’ phenomenon. This has led some very foolish people into seeking to open up contact with some discarnate beings which they possibly consider to be aliens or at least, ‘spiritual’. What is said to be necessary in order to open up contact is some kind of continuous background noise along which the discarnate voice can propagate itself and many people have done this in the naïve idea that they will be able to contact some kind of benign superior intelligence. In any case the intelligences are never benign and they soon come to completely dominate the lives of their poor victims.

As in the case of the electronic voice phenomenon, in Waugh’s account, it seems that the existence of It a background sound seems to act as a kind of propagation wave to the sounds of the hallucination.

…on reaching his cabin, he found added to its other noises the strains of a jazz band. Mr. Pinfold stood puzzled.

The sound of a jazz band is his first auditory hallucination and initially he believes it to be a gramophone record but later he finds that whatever the music is, it is live. In his cabin he picks up a book and tried to read, then apparently from the cabin below he hears a group of what he calls ‘bright young things’.

“Let’s try the Pocoputa Indian one,” said the young man who acted, without any great air of authority, as leader. “Oh not that. It’s so beastly,” said a girl. “I know,” said the leader. “It’s the three-eight rhythm. The Gestapo discovered it independently, you know. They used to play it in the cells. It drove the prisoners mad.” “Yes,” said another girl. “Thirty-six hours did for anyone. Twelve was enough for most. They could stand any torture but that.” “It drove them absolutely mad.” “Raving mad.” “Stark, staring mad.” “It was the worst torture of all.” “The Russians use it now.” The voices, some male, some female, all young and eager, came tumbling like puppies. “The Hungarians do it best.” “Good old three-eight.” “Good old Pocoputa Indians.” “They were mad.”

Pinfold then comes to the conclusion that what he is hearing must be a result of some kind of quirk of technology and his erroneous conclusion in this instance will be almost entirely echoed by the electronic harassment people.

For a long time, two hours perhaps, Mr. Pinfold lay in his bunk listening. He was able to hear quite distinctly not only what was said in his immediate vicinity, but elsewhere. He had the light on, now, in his cabin, and as he gazed at the complex of tubes and wires which ran across his ceiling, he realized that they must form some kind of general junction in the system of communication. Through some trick or fault or wartime survival everything spoken in the executive quarters of the ship was transmitted to him….That alone could explain the voices which now kept him informed of every stage of the incident.

All of this was an hallucination but at the time he didn’t know this. At the end of the book Waugh/Pinfold is told by his doctor that his mind had created all of this, but what would be the purpose of a mind deciding to torment itself and explicitly attempt to drive itself insane.

Later in the book he has established a two way form of mental communication:

"You’re driving me mad.” “No, no, Gilbert, you are mad already,” said the duty-officer. “We’re driving you insane.”

Now he was struck with real fear, something totally different from the superficial alarms he had once or twice known in moments of danger, something he had quite often read about and dismissed as over-writing. He was possessed from outside himself with atavistic panic. “O let me not be mad, not mad, sweet heaven,” he cried.

And in that moment of agony there broke not far from him in the darkness peal upon rising peal of mocking laughter—Goneril’s, It was not an emollient sound. It was devoid of mirth, an obscene cacophony of pure hatred. But it fell on Mr. Pinfold’s ears at that moment like a nursery lullaby. “A hoax,” he said to himself. It was all a hoax on the part of the hooligans. He understood all. They had learned the secret of the defective wiring in his cabin. Somehow they had devised a means of controlling it, somehow they had staged this whole charade to tease him. It was spiteful and offensive, no doubt; it must not happen again. But Mr. Pinfold felt nothing but gratitude in his discovery. He might be unpopular; he might be ridiculous; but he was not mad.

Evelyn Waugh in the guise of Gilbert Pinfold, had failed to face reality at a critical juncture. Rather than face the possibility of being what he termed ‘mad’ he continued to support the improbably fantasy that some quirk of the ship’s electrics was allowing all of these unseen characters to communicate with him. But at the stage at which he starts directly communicating with these unseen voices there is an obvious question:

Then he pondered the new problem: how had Margaret heard his soundless words? That could not be explained on any theory of frayed and crossed wires. As he considered the matter Margaret briefly returned to say: “Not wires, darling. Wireless,” and then was gone again. That perhaps should have given him the clue he sought; should have dispelled the mystery that enveloped him. He would learn in good time; at that moment Mr. Pinfold was baffled, almost stupefied, by the occurrences of the morning and he went down to luncheon at the summons of the gong thinking vaguely in terms of telepathy, a subject on which he was ill-informed.

And ‘ill informed’ very aptly describes the growing legion of those being harassed by demonic voices in the real world at this time, and futilely misconstruing their experiences as being some kind of technology the rudiments about which they think they grasp bit like Pinfold, they are amateurs confusing themselves with half baked pseudo scientific ideas.

This tragic evasion from reality into a retreat of ready made delusion is nowhere more explicit than in parts of the homosexual community in parts of California who lately are reporting significant instances of ‘electronic harassment’.

There was a recent TV report on KMIR News which details the creation of a local community group of members reporting electronic harassment and gang stalking.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6dk0MCOur8&t=11s

The report focuses on three Valley residents who have reported hearing voices uttering derogatory sentences. Kevin Bond, moved to Palm Springs to escape from the gang stalking and another man, Bob Stansfield was a victim of vehicular stalking. All three of these gentlemen, as well as suffering from what they call electronic harassment are also homosexual which is often a sexual developmental abnormality as a result of child abuse. The gentlemen have also created a website areyoutargeted.com and have paid for billboards to be displayed in their area. In a typically American display of poor sense and intellectual impotence such a thing as a ‘Freedom House’ and the organisation Freedom from Covert and Electronic Harassment. Derrick Robinson. and another website freedomfchs.com which will only serve unfortunately to more deeply ingrain this electronic harassment Palm Springs resident believes he is being targeted because he is gay and for me this confirms my analysis perfectly that statistically most homosexuals were sexually abused as children and that child sexual abuse is the primary cause of the onset of schizophrenia. So this man has become schizophrenic, since hearing voices is by definition, a symptom of schizophrenia and is very much

Sadly this story is symptomatic of most people's, and particularly Americans' lack of good sense and their inability of self reflection and objective reality. It is much more comforting for a man who was abused a child to tell himself that the abuse was beneficial and reciprocal, and many gay men who have spoken on this subject such as Stephen Fry and Milo Yiannopoulos all appear to have constructed the same edifice of emotional self defence. Likewise if the mind is so used to the art of self delusion then how much easier it is to tell yourself that your schizophrenia is really a covert attack on you by some government agency merely because you are gay. The Gay lobby see themselves as eternal victims despite now having far more rights than heterosexual Christians, but this sense of victim-hood is a key element of a mind dealing with fear, paranoia and mental illness. From this I would suggest that mental illness is far more common in homosexuals than non-homosexuals. For me the tell-tale signs of a sense of victimhood, in whatever political domain, tell me that we are dealing with a broken disempowered mind. I wonder too, what percentage of feminists with their eternal media howling about their victimhood are also literally schizophrenic or at least dealing with bi-polar symptoms and pre-schizophrenia symptoms such as anxiety and panic-attacks.

Derrick Robinson also featured on Coast to Coast. He was in the US NAVY Naval Air Station and said he was targeted in the 80s with organized stalking. George Noory asks Derrick Robinson if he ever doubted himself and he answers that he didn’t, because he believed that this kind of technology was well within the technological abilities of the US Navy. This is the critical problem of a lack of self reflection. One should always have the humility and self awareness to ask ‘what if I’m wrong?’ even if you don’t think you are. At least the cognitive experiment in alternative views might provide some new insights and clarity about one’s problems. 

One of the biggest question people ask is ‘why am I being targeted?’ again, with a simple dose of self reflection the answer is simple, you are not being targeted, you are mentally ill. Derrick Robinson is also a homosexual. The interview becomes a little sad, almost pathetic in the sense that the irony and pathos comes on pretty thick when Derrick claims that many people are in ‘denial’ about their experience of electronic harassment. The irony of course is that the only denial is that these people will not face the reality that they are mentally ill.

The final delusion which Waugh/Pinfold constructs for himself to avoid the reality that he is mentally ill and his problems have a different cause, is eerily similar to the modern delusion the electronic harassment people have created amongst themselves:

Do you remember the tick with a beard who came to Lychpole from the B.B.C. He is on board with a team bound for Aden. They are going to make recordings of Arab dance music. The tick is called Angel. He has shaved his beard. That is why I didn’t spot him at first. He has some of his family with him—rather a nice sister—travelling I suppose for pleasure. They seem to be cousins of a lot of our neighbors. You might inquire. These B.B.C. people have made themselves a great nuisance to me on board. They have got a lot of apparatus with them, most of it new and experimental. They have something which is really a glorified form of Reggie Upton’s Box. I shall never laugh at the poor Bruiser again. There is a great deal in it. More in fact than he imagines. Angel’s Box is able to speak and to hear. In fact I spend most of my days and nights carrying on conversations with people I never see. They are trying to psycho-analyze me. I know this sounds absurd. The Germans at the end of the war were developing this Box for the examination of prisoners. The Russians have perfected it. They don’t need any of the old physical means of persuasion. They can see into the minds of the most obdurate. The Existentialists in Paris first started using it for psycho-analyzing people who would not voluntarily submit to treatment.

They first break the patient’s nerve by acting all sorts of violent scenes which he thinks are really happening. They confuse him until he doesn’t distinguish between natural sounds and those they induce. They make all kinds of preposterous accusations against him. Then when they get him in a receptive mood they start on their psycho-analysis. As you can imagine it’s a hellish invention in the wrong hands. Angel’s are very much the wrong hands. He’s an amateur and a conceited ass. That young man who came to the hotel with my tickets was there to measure my “life-waves.” I should have thought they could equally well have got them on board. Perhaps there is some particular gadget they have to get in London for each person. I don’t know. There is still a good deal about the whole business I don’t know. When I get back I will make inquiries. I’m not the first person they’ve tried it on. They drove an actor to suicide. I rather suspect they’ve been at work on poor Roger Stillingfleet. In fact I think we shall find a number of our friends who have behaved oddly lately have suffered from Angel. Anyway they have had no success with me. I’ve seen through them. All they have done is to stop my working. So I am leaving them. I shall go straight to the Galleface in Colombo and look round from there for a quiet place in the hills. I’ll telegraph when I arrive which should be about the time you get this letter.”

Kevin Bond observes that the prevalence of electronic voice harassment in Palm Springs occurs to 98 percent gay men and this he no doubt attributes to some weird kind of idea that the Illuminati are dedicating themselves to harassing gay men. In this instance we can shave a lot of nonsense from this whole affair with Occam’s Razor which suggests that logically, the simplest answer to a particular conundrum is usually the right one. In this instance we have a group apparently made up of 98 percent homosexuals all suffering from the symptoms of schizophrenia. We can therefore draw the safe conclusion therefore that schizophrenia seems to be prevalent in homosexuals. The other alternative that the government or some shadowy organization has created a special network of microwave based voice technology to harass homosexuals (for some reason) just doesn’t hold water, especially since the technology described doesn’t even need to exist because we already have something called schizophrenia.

If however, you want to discuss whether certain groups are trying to induce and encourage the development of schizophrenia (for some reason) then you would be much nearer the mark to what is really happening.

A man called John Turner became involved with this FFCHS and after speaking to board member Timothy White and Howard Thompson. According to the website exposinginfragard.com, shortly afterwards John Turner bought a gun and killed his girlfriend and a neighbor, before turning the gun on himself. No doubt he believed these people were covertly harassing him since his delusions had been fueled by the FFCHS. This of course is the very real danger of allowing schizophrenics to nurture their delusions and run with them right to the end. At the end is the point at which people start to get killed.

Another member of the FFCHS named Pam Anderson killed herself shortly after joining the board, she had apparently been a victim of MK Ultra most of her life. I would suggest that she killed herself because she had allowed herself to believe a delusion from which there can be no escape from the voice. Schizophrenia is a psycho-spiritual illness and there are spiritual and psychological approaches to this illness which can prove highly effective in diminish and even completely eliminating the symptoms. 

Zen meditation,  Orthomolecular medicine, prayer and a personal engagement with Jesus Christ will all prove much more effective means of preventing the voices. The very worst thing one can do in the grip of a delusion is to seek refuge deeper in the delusion and even join with others on the same path. This will lead to total estrangement from reality and, as we have seen, possibly a premature death by suicide or stress induced heart attack.

This is the danger and prison of delusion and it is most apt that in Waugh’s experience, it was only once he no longer believed in the delusion that he was either in communication with these people as a quirk of the ship’s electrical network of cables, and after that delusion had run its course, that it was something to do with the BBC people who had some reason for harassing him just as Waugh had felt harassed during the interview, only after these delusions had been exposed for what they were that he was finally free of the voices.

“I may as well tell you the truth,” said Angel. “We never were in that ship. We worked the whole thing from the studio in England.” “They must be working the whole thing from a studio in England,” said Mr. Pinfold. “My poor darling,” said Mrs. Pinfold, “no one’s “worked” anything. You’re imagining it all. Just to make sure I asked Father Westmacott as you suggested. He says the whole thing’s utterly impossible. There just isn’t any sort of invention by the Gestapo or the B.B.C. or the Existentialists or the psycho-analysts—nothing at all, the least like what you think.” “No Box?” “No Box.” “Don’t believe her. She’s lying. She’s lying,” said Goneril but with every word her voice dwindled as though a great distance was being put between them. Her last word was little more than the thin grating of a slate-pencil.

And finally once there was no more grounds to believe the voices had any reality or reason to access you. They disappear. So giving the voices an excuse as some people do, and playing the victim ‘it’s because I’m gay’ and believing there is a technological means to access your mind, will almost certainly guarantee that the poor victims will be hounded until the end of their lives.

Just say NO to electronic harassment and say NO to the self deluded ones and charlatans who want you to believes it’s real. These voices are demonic and can only access you with the power of your belief that they can do so. It’s a nasty trap to get caught in. Please be careful and if you are caught then contact me for details of how you can escape their clutches.

I found this excellent video which explains perfectly the true cause of electronic voice phenomenon:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ybRJnvWpVSg&t=378s

Killer Kabbalah: Gang-Stalkers of the Apocalypse.

Sounds like the start of a cheesy horror movie except this is real...

The Kabbalah is a psychopath factory. It creates psychopaths and schizophrenics.  It is not some mere harmless spiritual mummery which causes no harm to those who practice it, it is not something like meditation which leads to a sense of inner peace and inner calm. And, above all, it is not a dusty religious relic, left over from centuries of lost Gods, and brought to day like some kind of charming ethnic museum curiosity. It is alive and it is extremely dangerous.

The Hungry Kabbalah Snake

The Kabbalah is ALIVE, and what is more it is not, as the outsider might believe, something contained within a book which might be read for wisdom and some vague mystical enlightenment.

We need only look at the type of people who publicly claim to be following the Kabbalah. Of course we have Madonna, the demon OAP pop crone who fingers herself in public. In a normal person this would usually require community service or a short spell in a psychiatric facility. But Kabbalah pop-crones are allowed a little leeway, since they are part of the insider-club who make the rules. The red Kabbalah bracelet had been spotted being worn by his Satanic Majesty’s servant Mick Jagger, classless and confused Paris Hilton, Demi Moore, Rihanna, Leonardo Dicaprio, ‘Mad’ Miley Cyrus, Barmy Brittney Spears,

Victims of the Kabbalah. All vapid and bonkers.

The red string supposedly protects the wearer from the evil-eye, much like the bulchuk nazar worn in Turkey, or the hand of Fatima in Morocco. The red string is an example of both idolatry and necromancy since it is woven around the tomb of Jacob’s wife Rachel and lengths of it are apparently cut off and serve as talismans. It is believed that Rachel’s departed spirit has the power to protect those wearing the red string.

Kabbalah in reality is not in any sense, learned, or rather, experienced, through reading. The purpose of any written matter on the Kabbalah is solely for initiates to share their understanding of the process they experienced. One cannot learn the Kabbalah from studying texts, it is an experiential discipline. Of course, I can tell you what Kabbalah is, but what difference does that make? It is the difference between telling someone about classical music, giving them a speech full of fascinating information about Beethoven, trumpets and minims, and someone listening to the music. Listening to music is the direct experience. Reading about Kabbalah is not the direct experience of Kabbalah, it is like reading a book about a piece of music, then expecting to have some understanding of that tune.

It is really hard to describe what Kabbalah is because it is unique and very far removed from what most people consider their experience of life.

In his book The Palm Tree of Deborah, Shelomo Alfassa describes the attainment of the highest level of the tree of life, Kether or Crown.

Kabbalah, Union with....

“It does not raise nor exalt itself upwards; on the contrary, it descends to look downwards at all times. For this there are two reasons. The first is that it ashamed to gaze at its Source, but the Cause of its emanation looks continually into it to give goodness to it while it looks down to those beneath.”

Immediately one notices this idea of being ‘ashamed’ at the source, the source is ‘God’ so if one is ashamed how does one draw closer to God. Instead this talk of ‘shame’ suggests estrangement from God and evoke the fall of man in the Garden of Eden being reenacted where Adam and this is the first sign to God that Adam has transgressed his law and obeyed the serpent. It can be no coincidence that the serpent is a stylistic representation of the journey up the Kabbalic tree of life, and the word snake in the Hebrew Old Testament is Nachash which also means occult. In Genesis 2 it says ‘but they were not ashamed’. Then after the fall Adam could not be found by God so God calls to Adam “Where are you?” and Adam answers “I heard you in the garden, and I was afraid because I was naked so I hid.”

There are also some puzzling commentaries which could be interpreted in strange ways and lead to further strange ideologies.

“..In the Almighty’s sight the repentant sinner has a higher status than the man who has never sinned. This is the meaning of the rabbinic teaching that in the place where the penitent stands the perfectly righteous cannot stand (Ber. 34b). The reason for this has been expounded by the Rabbis in the chapter ‘He Who Builds,’ where it is stated that the letter He is shaped like an exedra (Is a Greek word for  exedra was a covered place in front of a house but open to the outside) so that whomsoever wishes to go astray may do so. That is to say, the world was created by means of the letter He and the Holy One, Blessed is He, created the world wide open in the direction of sin and evil. As the exedra, the world is not fully enclosed but is broken open towards the direction of evil (Sabbath).

Consequently, he who wishes to go astray need not turn in those directions where there is no sin and iniquity by which to enter in the province of the Outside Ones. But the He is open at the top left-hand corner so that if the sinner repents he can be received back there….This is why the righteous cannot stand in the place of the penitents. For the latter have not entered by the door of the righteous, but they have tormented themselves, ascending through the upper door…They have therefore ascended until they stand in the spiritual degree of He – namely, the fifth palace of the Garden of Eden, which is the roof of the He, while the righteous have entered at the opening of the He at the entrance of the exedra.”

This suggestion that a repentant sinner is more valuable to god than a righteous man draws parallels to Jesus’ parable of the lost sheep, but the Kabbalah specifically exalts the sinner which, in the legalistic mind of the Rabbinical authority must conceivably indicate that sin itself serves a purpose and has a value in helping to allow a person to draw nearer to God. This is perhaps what we might understand by the Freemasonic system being described as a ‘peculiar system of morality’. 

                                     Kabballah as Mental Illness

Again, reading from the Kabbalah Experience, we find the following passage about the cessation of perception of time experienced by the initiate into the Kaballistic mysteries. The Kabbalah is explained in a series of question and answers:

“What about the lack of perception of time? It’s hard to understand the lack of sensation of time. But ‘time’ in spirituality is no more than the changing of emotions.”

According to The Kabballah Experience by Michael Laitman, “a great part of the Kabbalist’s journey is spent in the worlds of ABYA (Atzilut, Beria, Yetzira, Assiya), where the Kabbalist gradually turns intended and unintended sins into virtues, and thus justifies the works of the creator and His guidance."

What is particularly alarming about the Kabbalah is this idea of turning SIN into VIRTUE, which in turn apparently justifies and does credit to God. This is a common recurring theme in many secret cults from around the world. Whether the Assassins, where ‘Nothing is true and everything is permitted’ or the OTO’s mantra of ‘do what thou wilt’ being the whole of the law, that somehow there is no such thing as sin. We notice time and time again the idea that to the ‘elect’ or chosen ones, there is no sin and they can behave exactly as they wish without any consequences. It is obvious to anyone that such a doctrine is the doctrine of the devil because the law of cause and effect states clearly that all actions have consequences.

From my experience of Freemasonry, by which I mean the repeated attempts to draw me into the system at various locations around the world, from a government training course in France, to a Japanese cultural exchange centre, to a teacher training programme in the UK to a Cultural centre in Casablanca run by the US department of State. At all of these institutions around the world I have had attempts to draw me into a parallel world which all those around me were part of, and the hints and allusions which were shown to me suggested that in this environment there was the unpleasant presence of sexual activity with underage children. Of course, they aren’t stupid enough to directly make this explicit, instead they set up situations where young girls are made available while there are people around wearing Masonic rings or making Masonic allusions. 

I understand that the purpose Freemasonic paedophilia serves is to be able to use blackmail to control those who are initiated into Freemasonry with sexual intercourse with a minor, but also this sin could be justified within the context of the Kabbalah because this person has now committed a sin, and should he repent, then he will have more spiritual value than the man who had never engaged in paedophilia or murder, or any one of the activities which Freemasons are involved in to some degree.

This is a fundamental and potentially very alarming religious precept. It might also serve to explain the strange system of the Freemasons and the present problem of the modern world.

                                               Gang Stalkers

The website Judiaciaryreport.com has an article about a lady Phiona Davis, apparently being a victim of mental abuse after becoming involved in Madonna’s Kabbalah centre in London. The website claims that Davis was conned out of 2 million pounds and was spied upon in her home with hidden cameras and illegal telephone wire-tapping. They then made it known to Phiona Davis at meetings what they knew about her. This is the key focus of the phenomenon known as 'Gang Stalking', to drive the victim to madness and despair, which, in their system, is the initiation to Kether and so called 'union' with God. The website doesn’t quite understand why they did this and is under the belief this was all in order to obtain money from Ms Davis, in fact the whole experience led to Fiona Davis becoming schizophrenic. Which was the intention of the whole Kabbalah experience all along.

Putting the MAD into Madonna.

http://www.judiciaryreport.com/kabbalah.htm

Fashion student Phiona Davis reportedly confirmed to police that she had been attending Madonna Kabbalah centre in London and told police she was being ‘controlled’ and people from the Kabbalah centre were walking around her flat. A few months later she killed telephone salesman Keith Fernandez by stabbing him 58 times at her home in Green Lanes North London reportedly saying “God done good, for this is done through God.”  

The next day she killed her grandmother Mary Skerritt by stabbing her 130 times. She then tried to set fire to the flat. She then went outside the flat in Stoke Newington saying “I am God, I am the benevolent one, burn the demons inside her.” “You can arrest me but you can’t punish me. Only God can punish me.” She was also seen holding her arms out saying “I am the Messiah.”

Later at Stoke Newington police station she attempted to strangle herself and smeared crosses on the wall in blood and excrement. She shouted at the police, “I am the messiah and the King of Kings. I will forgive you all.”

She reportedly told the police she thought her former boyfriend Keith Fernandez was a robot and her grandmother was the devil. She was sent to Broadmoor and can be released only with the express consent of the home secretary.

The sheer quantity of Kabbalah victims and other victims of mind control who must be in permanent residence at Broodmoor and Jimmy Savile’s well known magic pass to access all made me curious. These people were all involved in a millennial old secret initiatory programme whose end results are said to be a mystical union with God. What is curious is that whenever some of these people achieve this ‘mystical union’ they are under the deluded belief that they are indeed somehow, connected to God or Jesus, but it’s always some kind of murderous dark satire.Maybe the force they were connected to were not God but something else, something which wishes nothing but ill to mankind then in the Kabbalah has shown that it achieves these goals.

The Beast of Broadmoor.

Could they actually be in touch with some evil force? Could schizophrenia be mistakenly regarded by the Kabbalah practitoners as some method of achieving contact with these forces which they consider ‘God’? If so then what if Savile, himself said to be an occult wizard, were visiting Broadmoor secure mental health facility, in order to make contact with these beings which had broken through the portal of the victims damaged schizoid consciousness?

Other high profile Kabbalists have also suffered from mental breakdowns Anat, Yaron, Paris Hilton, Britney Spears, Lindsay Lohan, Hilary Duff, and Jackass TV star Steve O.

http://www.judiciaryreport.com/lindsay_lohan_in_psychiatric_wing_of_ucla.htm

The purpose of Kabbalah is precisely to induce schizophrenic illness. This is the attainment of Kether and ‘union’ with God. Hence when Phiona Davis reported comments to police and firefighters that she was God/the messiah. In her delusion. As reported by Phiona Davis some month prior to her murdering two people, she was being covertly monitored. She was involved in ‘The Game’ of the Kabbalah and was being hunted, followed, spied on and harassed, just like in the David Fincher movie The Game. 

This is what the film is about, it is about experiencing the Kabbalah and this can only be done with an extensive and well organized group of people creating an ‘experience’ for another person. In the film the Michael Douglas character even shoots his own brother and it is made to seem that he has killed him, before attempting suicide by throwing himself from a tall building, however within the context of the story all of this has been carefully stage managed and the gun used was firing blanks and the glass ceiling Douglas’ character smashed through was safety glass. Tragically however, such events happen in the real world and they are not stunts or illusions. In fact a key moment in the film has Douglas’ character saying ‘How do I know what’s real?’ and this is just the kind of liquid reality experience which the Kabbalah gang stalking experience can induce, perhaps up to a certain point ones experience and grasp on what is real becomes so tenuous that you kill people who you believe are not real, whether they are robots or demons. Such accidents, even if not intentional within the Kabbalah experience, are nonetheless fairly common.

The Movie poster suggests the development of mental disturbance, and this is precisely the effect of the transformative effect of the Kabbalah which is 'taught' using a similar personally invasive procedure.

                                      Freemasonry and Kabbalah.

The origin of the three degrees of Freemasonry come from the Kabbalah in addition to the Trinity of the Roman Catholic church.

“There are three degrees, yet each is independent even though they are one, connected into one and do not separate one from the other. Come and see all the plants – NAMELY THE SFIROT – and all these candles – NAMELY THE SFIROT OF MALCHUT KNOWN AS THE FIERY LIGHTS – shine and blaze. All are watered and blessed from that river that continually flows, NAMELY BINAH, in which everything is included, AS ALL MOCHEM STEM FROM IT, and the sum of everything is within it.

This river is called the mother of the Garden of Eden, DENOTING MALCHUT, AS BINAH IS REFERRED TO AS MOTHER (HEBREW. EM, ALEPH MEM), AS IT IS WRITTEN, “IF (HEBREW. IM, ALEPH, MEM) YOU CRY AFTER BINAH” (MISHLEI 2:3), being higher than the Garden. IT IS CALLED MOTHER, because EDEN, DENOTING CHOCHMAH, joins with it and does not leave it. For this reason, all the springs OF MOCHIN come out, draw FROM IT and water all sides, BOTH TO THE RIGHT OR TO THE LEFT, and open doors within it. Hence, there is Mercy coming from it, DENOTING THE CENTRAL COLUMN and Mercy opened in it AS THE BEGINNING OF THE OPENING OF THE CENTRAL COLUMN, WHICH RECONCILES AND JOINS RIGHT WITH LEFT BEING THE PERFECTION OF EVERYTHING, STARTS AT BINAH.

Here, within the Zohar, the early Catholic Church and Freemasonry are seeing evidence of a common cult which is what the Freemasons call ‘the true religion’ and is effectively the same old Pagan cult since time began.

                             

Here we have the Kabbalah and the tree of life. Malchuth is at the bottom of the tree of life, and this corresponds to the sacral or root chakra, located at the base of the spine. The central column of the tree of life is the human spinal cord and the reference to the right and the left refer to the hemispheres of the brain. Indeed, when the Kabbalah enlightenment is achieved, then one experiences what has become known as synchronization of the hemispheres of the brain, or hemi-sync as it has become popularly known by people like Robert Monroe.

                                        

Kabbalah is a transformative process which acts upon the human energy centres through the ‘the tree of life’ as they term it, to radically create a transformation in consciousness. The Tree of Life is the human vertebrae. The human vertebrae is made of 33 bones. This immediately gives the meaning of the 33 degrees of Freemasonry. Each degree symbolically advances through each stage in The Tree of Life, advancing the energies through the whole of the spinal column in order to arrive finally, at the crown.

Skull and 33 Bones

The Fruit of climbing up the Tree of Life on the back of the serpent is total estrangement from God, but total spiritual connection to Satan and the whole spiritual hierarchy of billions upon countless billions of lost souls and predatory spiritual beings looking to absorb some warm living human energy.

Our minds have developed in such a way that our soul and mind are separated. During the day of course, our mind has full reign, while at night our soul is allowed to roam the infinite inner highways and byways of infinite consciousness.

The Kabbalah, as is mentioned in the Zohar, aims to unite both the left and right paths and hemispheres of the brain.

The two pillars or the Freemasonic lodge, Boaz and Joachim are based on the stations of the Kabbalah, Gerbuarh and Chessed and indeed, Solomon’s Temple itself, since it was built by a Phoenician Canaanite Hiram Abiff, was likely a physical representation of the Kabbalah, and the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil. In the Schwaller du Lubicz book ‘Le Miracle Egyptian’ the author uses specific diagrams including measurements of floor plans of the Temple of Luxor to who how the layout of the Temple is based on the human body, starting from the feet all the way to the top of the head. And one could hypothesize that the activity in the temple was connected to the operation of a transformative process on the human mind, achieved through the specific energy point of the body.

This is what the Kabbalah is, except it had no physical temple in which these transformation are wrought.

It uses very different and quite extraordinary techniques and methods. We no longer live in an age when people can be secreted away to stone temples and locked inside to undergo initiatory trials and experiences. Instead these trials and initiatory experiences must take place out in the open, but secretly and unsuspected by people who are not specifically part of the programme.

                                     Hollywood Initiatory Ordeals

There are many Hollywood films which allude to these initiatory experiences which are undertaken in secret, not within specialized buildings but at large in the world we all share side by side. The David Fincher film The Game, along with the David Fincher film Fight Club, both tell the story of an initiatory ordeal unfolding in the outside world, unsuspected to the world at large and known only to those specific agencies involved in the action.

Films such as Jacob’s Ladder, which is a Biblical reference which tells the story of how Jacob, the future patriarch of Israel, saw a ladder reaching into heaven. Which also reminds me of the song Stairway to Heaven by Led Zeppelin, a band with well known OTO connection through the occultist Jimmy Page and his fondness for Aleister Crowley and Scottish loch-side property. Whenever we hear about Stairways we can assume the Tree of Life of the Kabbalah is being referenced, due to the progressive nature of the Kabbalah which one advances along until the ultimate stage is revealed, beyond the abyss to reach the Ain Soph.

                         Jacob’s Ladder VS Stairway to Heaven

The Kabbalistic Tree of Life seems to have two paths which can be used to progress, the initiate can either This is referenced in the song Stairway to Heaven:

“Yes there are two paths you can go by,

But in the long run,

There’s still time to change the road you’re on.”

This connects with the idea of the Masonic black and white chequerboard since whether you travel on the black squares or the whites squares, you still advance in the same direction. This is a reference to the Kabbalah, there are two main poles of the Kabbalah but in fact there are 32 paths which represent every possible combination of traversing the sephiroth from the bottom of  the tree of life to the top. For many years there were 32 degrees in Freemasonry 

                             The path of pain and the path of light.

The human race has currently been enrolled by their deranged secret leaders onto the path of pain, we had no choice in the matter, the decision was made a long long time ago, a date lost in prehistory, though some may date it to the fall of Man in the garden of Eden, if such a thing literally happened. However whether Eden was a real place and Adam and Eve literally existed they are an apt metaphor for the inherent confusion in the human race and its repeated weakness and inability to make the right decisions. But then perhaps, we have an enemy ranged against us who is powerful, invisible and wholly merciless, against these ‘powers and principalities in high places’ what can mere educated animals such as we do?